Gosh I have so much going on in my head right now, but I HAVE NO CLUE what to write.....

There is a lot of things going on in my life right now:  Softball, School, College, Prom.....

Softball is going so great. I just love it so much; I mean I have done it my whole life and there is nothing more important to me that softball other than my family and friends.  So far this year we are 6-1.  I think we have a really good chance to win district if everyone gets well. 

I have had the weirdest sicknesses this year.  First I had mono for about a month and a half, then I a viral infection for a week and a half, I have a stress fracture in my hand, and I just got over pinkeye.  It sucks soo bad!!

I have been so excited about college but the other day I just had a breakdown.  I do not want to leave all of my great friends.We have gone through so much together from being sad, to happy, and even getting the cops called on us.  Its just going to be so difficult for me to leave everyone because I have a comfort here with all yall but when I go off..NOONE is going to be there.  Its going to be really hard to stay strong too.  I'm not going to have yall to keep me accountable.  I know its going to be really hard. I mean I will be on my own and noone there telling me what to do and what not to do. Its really exciting but really scary at the same time.

I just dont understand.  I like him sooo much.  Why does he have to live away? I miss him!!

PROM......I have no idea who I am going with.  I can't really think of anyone that i actually WANT to go with. 

So I got on this Royalty Court thing.  My mother said that I couldnt wear converse with my shirt.  Oh gosh!! What to do?? What to do??

Okay i'm done!!! BYE!!!

-Pookie

Well hello there again my friends.  I just decided that I would get that bad entry off so i needed to write something else.  Well we changed classes at school and I must say...FINE ARTS SURVEY SUCKS...I mean really lets think about this, who wants to learn about what curtains are what and how to put microphones together for the theatre session.  Ohh but i'm sure it will get better once we get into the poety section...AGHHH sike. That one is gonna be worse because I hate that kind of mess.  My other classes arent too bad except for the fact that my other teachers pick on me just because i'm stupid. 

Tonight was a crucial soccer game.  We beat pineville 4-2.  I can't stand that team.  Its like they dont really go for the ball as much as they go for YOU.  So I definately did a face dive right into the mud tonight. From then on I was fired up and just wanted to run someone over.  But we won so i'm good now. 

Ohhhhh AND ANOTHER bad thing.  I have a stye in my eye. I dont really know what that is but it really hurts. 

Gosh I hate school.  It is one of the hardest things in the world to actually make myself stay a whole day. 

Emilye is back!!!!

Well its 11-oclock now and I have to make myself wake up at approximately 7 to leave at 7:10!!! I shall right another entry very soon.  I know they are very interesting.  So until then, Peace out WANKSTER!!!

Hit me up with those comment!!!

-POOKIE

I have never wanted to get out the this town more than I do right at this moment.  I hate the way people are around here.  The way people talk about people, the drama, and just the way people are.  I have been nervous up to this point but now I'm not a bit scared, just excited.  I know that me and my REAL friends will stay close like we are now, I just want to be around new people and get out of Alexandria. 

I dont see how people here can be soooo nice to you and the next minute be telling people crap to make them mad at you and turning people against you.  That is bull crap.  It hurts more because those people are supposed to be my good friends.  Or even when you leave for a few minutes come back and find out that you were the topic of their conversation.  If you have something to say about me, say it to my face.

I miss all of yall and the way things used to be.  It seems like now everyone is teaming up on other people.  Why cant people just act how they used to. Why do people change so much.  Its the worst feeling in the world to find out that your friends are sitting there talking about you when you leave.  How about you just find some balls and talk to me about it for yourself. If someone has something to discuss with me, let THEM do it, dont get in the middle because its not your place AT ALL. 

I have really learned a lot lately about people. 

-Pookie